Short Update

Bylisacee

I’ve started writing a few blog posts, but nothing has gelled into something to share yet. So rather than some deep, thoughtful post I’m just going to share a quick update.

Good News

I am 6.5 weeks through my treatment and it is working!!! My doctor confirmed that my tumor is shrinking. It’s really nice having some tangible proof to motivate me through the rest of this.

Bad News

I’m finally starting to feel like I am sick. I’m still doing relatively well, but it’s starting to wear on me. Until recently I’ve been able to go on as if everything was mostly normal. Lately, though, I’ve been more and more tired. And I know it’s going to get worse before I get better. It makes me sad to not be able to do all of the things I would normally do. Rationally, I know that this is a short term inconvenience but I have cancer and I can whine if I want to.

I really am doing okay, though. While I try to keep my thinking positive, sometimes I get grumpy or sad – or both sometimes. I am trying to go easy on myself as I am literally the only person who feels like I am not doing enough.

So, please keep sending positive thoughts my way and feel free to share a cute or funny picture to get me out of my funk.

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4 Comments

  2. Great news!!
    You grumpy 😡 can’t imagine .Guess Jacob would be the best judge .. 😂
    Stay strong , lots of fluids and food( even if it taste bad) will help energy level!
    You have the perfect head for short hair by the way 😁
    Thanks for the update ❤️You!

  3. Hey Lisa….
    I’m so happy to hear that the treatment is working!!! Yeah!! You got this girl, I know it. Just hang in there and maybe start to plan something fun for next year to celebrate your victory! You two always go on fun adventures. I realize the future of travel is questionable, but having something to move towards can mentally help lift spirits. I know it works for me. Continuously praying for you girl! You’re amazing! 💪🏼🤗💪🏼😍

  4. Hi Lisa! Those words, “Your tumor is shrinking” are like a drink of ice cold water in the middle of a scorching hot desert, aren’t they? So happy to hear that.

    You’re allowed to not be happy, sparkley, or making the best of it all the time. Cancer sucks! Grumpy and sad days come.
    =)

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